Just came back from school. I accidentally forgot about Kelli. Kelli, if you reading this, sorry wors. cause I waited for Si lea to tell her about the testi about the me hating Eisabess cause of a boy. I make it clear. Im not. I really don't want to hate her but I just can't believe she lied. If she likes him, Im okay lorr. but she didn't tell me from the start. I asked her, but she said no. That's Why I dunnoe if I should forgive her anot. She should have told me instead of doing it behind my back. okay, talk about that later.

tml is PSLE oral le. ): Hope I get high marks. 'cher just went through with us what will be happening that day. I was behind with Yi an and reece and Gids. Then I was going to cry about the hating thing. They were like, dun cry larr. Then reece say: "yuh lorr, Dun cry larr. Here still gort shoulder for you ma." hahas. Then reece and gids was making jokes to make me laugh, and of course they suceeded. x)) wanna say big big big thanks to them for being there for me ! x)

xie xie !<33

XDD. too bad for my uncle he didn't find out why I cried. cause I came back then I cry again ma. Then I didn't noe he home ma. Then when I walk pass his room, I was : "oh shit !" :D

Now, let's talk about the hate thing. sooo, what do ya wanna noe? okays. Let me tell you what I think.

I really dunnoe if this is something good or bad, or should I forgive them anot. I really wanna. But I just can't forget what they did. I don't really hate Si lea. I understand she's standing for a friend and being there for a good friend. but... haiis. I dunnoe about Eisabess. After what she did, I don't noe what should I do. forgive and forget. I really wanna, but I just can't forget what she did, what she called me. Niether can I forget the fun we had together.

She has always been there. I noe. But what she did, make me think if she really was there for me or she was there cause she pitied me or sumthing like that. I don't even know what she's thinking right now. She seems to be turning out to be someone I don't really understand anymore. She thinks its all cause of a guy that Im doing this, but it ain't like that. I noe she likes him. She might think that if he didn't exist, this wouldn't happen. but even though if he exits, which he does, she should have at least told me. Than try to snatch him behind my back.

So, after all I've said do you think I should forgive her? haiis... I don't want things to be like this. I don't want to leave pri school, regretting that I din't forgive her. I don't wanna die with a regret of nort forgiving her either. =x choy choy choy * touch wood touch wood* I where gort die so early de. x3. If you're reading this, I hope you understand or something.