Made my twentieth skin le. Its kinda rushy. so its not exactly very nice. okay, almost all my skins are rushy. but this one is extra rushy. couldnt even bother to do anything to it. Today like everything also no mood de.

Whole day stuck at home. Cant go out cause of PSLE and cause I have to look after my little brother. Kelli and Keller went out half way while we were playing myth war. TT after they left then I also dun wan play le. I turned down two people to go out today. TT

I turned down Chel. She asked me to go to escape theme park with her. Then I also turned down Gids to go to the movies with him, Rachx. He say Terry maybe going also. x)) but at least, Im going with my parents shopping later. I hope. *hope hope hope*

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I’m torn between two
Not knowing who to choose
I love you both
But one of you have to loose

Thinking about all the good times we shared
All the bad times that occurred
But to compare you to him
If only you had heard

All the things he said to me
He told me that I was the one
To be by his side forever
and always
and he loved me ever so much
And that I would never moan

Im so much happier with you
Smiles and laughter we shared
tears never shed for one another
you never let me down once
he did so many times
but I still love him..
that I dunno why

Every time I look at you
I just want to forget him
all the hurt he gave
but no matter how hard I try
No matter how much effort I put in
I still cant
Hes always in the corner of my mind
in the corner in my heart
never willing to leave

who should I choose?
sooner or later
that choice will be made
Ill loose one of you
and I dont want to regret it
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I still feel so sian.. TT