Yew look at me,
I look away
Put the tears away now, deep inside
spiral back down into the hole where I hide
just ignore the claw marks on the sides
don't know why i tried to use the easy way out
it was all useless.

it never changes
your heart is just out of reach
or was never even there.
do i want to wake up again?
do i want to feel the sun again?
i've forgotten what it's like.


when there's nothing left to hope for
everyone has their own pain
lets get away for a while

Maybe we can feel the sun again
All the memories crawling under my skin
kool-aid and capture the flag
everyone has their own pain

it never seems to go away
today,we'll feel the sun

today,we'll feel the sun
hanging onto this moment
real never felt so good
over and over sing me a song
under sunsets and streetlamps
god finally cut us a break
hanging onto this moment.

If i let you know how i feel
will you still love my smile
If i think of death and pain
would you still laugh with me

To cry on your shoulder
and breathe honestly
would be the greatest feeling.
But would you think im weak?
memories backlash every word i say
my mind knows theyre all lies.

but my heart can't bear to tell you
i dont wanna hurt you
And if i told you everything inside
would you still hold me ?

I'll let you see, I'll stare you down
But i can't stand to hold my own eye
the shame is consuming me.
but i'll let you fall
into the black abyss
I'll let your curiosity devour you
I never meant to hurt you
but I always do.