I just dont get why everyone is blaming me .. You think i wanted to ? i have my personal reasons .. I just dont get what the heck is wrong with my fucked up life .. Everything is just all going wrong .. seems like every step i take , i find another bigger problem .. My life is a DISASTER ..

& i dun even noe what t do , or where to start first . TT . maybe i really should press the 20th floor of the lift .. hai . oh yuh , i forgot , THERE IS NO FRIKING 20th FLOOR IN MY BLOCK . SEE !? every god damned thing is against me . TT hai . & all i can do is sit in one corner & wait for all the bad things that can possibly happen in a lifetime to happen to me ..

hai . Its always either about love , family or friends ! ==` & now , it seems like im having problems with all frikking three of them .. what else can i sae ?! my life sucks .. & so do i ..