My mom said she confirmed with Bendemeer sec's principal that I can go to Bendemeer sec liao. :/

She said I can choose whether I want to remain in Fuhua or go to Bendemeer lah. Then she also said 'Cuz after all, Bendemeer is like considered a lousy school, the teachers there might all be like very heck care kind, but its still up to me to study hard if I decide to go there. 

Then I was thinking: "If I remain in Fuhua, I will have to leave the house very early and come back very late, then its like very tiring lah. That's the disadvantage. Advantage is of course, I've been there like one year liao, then got alot of friends liao, then yea. :/

buttttt, if I go to Bendemeer, I don't have to go out that early and reach home that late, cuz the school is like only next to the new house. ._. Disadvantage is, everything is new, everyone are strangers. and most importantly, I have to leave all my friends in Fuhua, and maybe even in the Jurong Area. Cuz like so far, relationship might get further too. ): .. what if I become ahlian?! :O

argh, how? T.T