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//Friday, September 22, 2006 4:11 PM
I bled tears for you
I'd erase your I'm breathing for life Not this knife I dug a hole in my heart Ripping everything out, crying as I tear it apart I grasp for air to let me live I give to you all I've got to give I'm scared to end up hurt I don't want to end up getting treated like dirt I believe you've changed your ways I want to be with you for many days I can't believe I never saw this before That deep inside, you are so much more I knew this all along, I just never saw it You fit me back together, no more bits Some days I cut my arms to watch me bleed It feels so right, like it's all I need Other days I wish someone would tell me it's wrong That I've done enough, it's been too long My tears turn black Hoping to turn back I feel like eating up my mistakes To stop screwing up, and stop all these heartaches I need to know the reason your with me Cause right now I don't understand what you see You warned me you may change your mind Theres so many things in you I can't find You've done this before and you'll do it again You were different, show me you can be a man It feels like your doing this to prove me wrong You leave me stuck writing you a song Why do you have to make me feel like this Its over, I don't care about anything else, its you I miss I try to let go, but your still all I want Memories in my head, immercing they taunt I'm starting to wonder what hurts you the most When your begging for pain, I see your ghost It's haunting you from the inside You push all your gifts aside I always throw away my heart When it comes back it's always torn apart Could you please just shed me one tear Look at you cry, stare deep into the mirror Your reflection will show you things you've never seen You'll stand there numb, seeing what you could've been Try to smile as your crying It's not so simple, feels like your dying When I look at you, you let me see You let me see everything that made me-me When you talk to me it feels like everything leaves me Almost as if my problems are gone, I finally feel free I never wanted to stop talking to you Since you made me realize things I never knew I think every time we cry our hearts break a little more Cause I feel nothing now, whats this heart even for? I used to think you could fit the pieces you lost Now I know nothing at all can replace this to any cost Why do you act like you still care? Why didn't I realize your a jerk when we were a pair? You moved on so fucking fast How the hell did I think we'd last I can't even look at you anymore You left me here feeling like a whore I always told you I'd never think of you as a jerk Now I know what you are, a fucking piece of work Seeing you with your new toy disgust me I really want to tell her you'll hurt her too so she can see So she can see that your a jerk and you'll tear her up inside She'll never be the same once your gone and trying to hide You had stuck me in between two other girls who'd never know Never know you'd treat them like a hoe You left me to hurt somone new Why did I think everything you said was Do you hurt girls so you can please yourself? Did you ever even think you shattered myself? I relyed on you with every bit of trust I had You left me here half dead, I hope your glad When I've got nothing left I claim you as my theif You play one big game Where you treat girls really fucking lame Never talk to me like you When you know it's all I can bare I'd like to see you last with a girl Then I can look at you and not wanna hurl Remember how you said you liked me Now you wonder why I'm like this,why you didn't see You didn't see cause you moved on so fast You try to be different,like some sort of outcast But your no differnt- your just a prick in the rose A guy who I regreatfully chose Good luck on hurting the future chick Hopefully one day she'll cut of your dick Then you'll expect pity for your sorry ass I'll be there laughing cause your a jackass I think you've got something wrong with you I'm not sure what, I"m sure you too have got no clue Grow up and go hurt yourself rather than us We deserve none of your shit I must confess Maybe your better of fucking gay Since you can't treat girls in a nice way You really should stop what you do best Which is picking any girl and putting them to the test You think we enjoy the feeling of being dumped I'm done this note is over so it's okay to leave Cause that's what your good at leaving us to grieve So goodbye and sorry you chose to be like this I know soon enough it won't be |
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